June 2012
1 post
May 2012
14 posts
For the first time since I can remember, I have long hair in time for swimsuit season. Now, I look like a lady in a bikini instead of a 9 year old boy wearing his mother’s swimsuit.
post graduation blues
Abby: Everyone else won't answer their phones. Can I tell you about my grades?
Derick: YEAH!
Abby: (Grades)
Derick: That's great! What are you doing tonight?
Abby: Nothing.
Derick: Well, I am going over to Chris' house for a MANLY COOKOUT night with the guys.
Me: That sounds fun.
Derick: And then we're going to see the Avengers!
Abby: Awww... that sounds fun.
Derick: I didn't think you would like to see that movie.
Abby: I don't. It would just be nice to see people, I guess.
since when do I talk like this?
me: I'll be broke by June. I won't have money to do stuff.
friend: people watching is free.
me: being happy isn't.
April 2012
20 posts
“I love him and I value the 6 years we have spent building a life together.”
arachnophobia
Me: There is a spider in your bathroom.
Derick: Did you get it?
Abby: No!
Derick: Well, did you at least yell at it?
Abby: Yeah.
Derick: Alright.
the more I ask “What am I supposed to do?” the less I know.
For out of the overflow of the heart the mouth speaks.
secrets, secrets are no fun. secrets, secrets hurt someone.
i’m not conceited. i just worry everything is about me.
poem.
Overwhelmed. Cluttered mind. Quick walk. Long prayer. but to who. Sudden feeling of peace. Breathe deep. Breathe deep. Breathe deep. Shhhhh.
“Still too young to fail, too scared to sail away. But one of these days...”
March 2012
16 posts
womp.
If you were wondering if I have a heart, put me in a lose lose situation with a dog.
“you will be yosemite.”
Have you seen my ghost?
I wish I were a shark. If I were a shark I could swim away from you. If I swam away from you but you somehow did not get the hint and still managed to be near me and piss me off, I would just bite you and call it a day.
Me: You're so smart and handsome and well-educated and...
Derick: Flattery gets you nowhere.
Me: You're right, being flat has gotten me nowhere.